Oh dear! Here we go. I am so sorry that you have to go through this. This is suppose to be a hobby. If it starts to get stressful and frustrating, then it is no longer a hobby. I always thought that hobbies like this allowed us to get to meet people and know each other. My experience with the HP fandom has been anything but.

Self-importance and egos have crept in, suffocating the life out of each of us. We started to get so caught up with our roles and we forgot that this hobby was primarily started for us to have fun and hopefully make real lifelong friends. If we do not see this then it is a very very sad time indeed for everyone.

I have left rpg because although individual writers have excellent storylines, any suggestion to the main plot has been seen as a threat even if the whole purpose of these suggestions was to enhance, improve and develop. Then there was the question of being monitored very very closely. It is like being in a prison.

Lavender has played a very important role in that the character has contributed to the development of storylines. You have given so much and it is time to let go.

Please continue to write, however. You have a creative talent and it will be a shame if you will put this in the back burner.